Oh really?

How pathetic.

Bianca knew something at 7:55 PM.

Projects

Two down, one to go.

Yippee!

Bianca knew something at 10:24 AM.

Happy birthday Mrs. Suva! :)

Thanks to Mrs. Suva's birthday, Banaag 2005-2006 had a chance to be well, Banaag again. To be with Banaag for I don't know, 5 minutes, is uh-hmm, indescribable. I barely knew what I was exactly feeling. One thing is for sure though, I miss being a sophomore and especially belonging to Banaag. I did not just say that because being a junior is stressful, but because I really miss doing all those things I had done last school year. Mrs. Suva even helped us to look back on what Banaag was. And that just made some teary-eyed. Oooh, how I miss Banaag.

This is all I could talk about today, I just don't want to ruin the moment. :)

Bianca knew something at 5:54 PM.

Friends take away your stress. :)

So, let me see, we had five (supposedly six) quizzes today out of 8 subjects.

Uh-hmm. Believe me.

I love clovers. Don't you? :)

Hannah, this one's for you: Thanks for giving me that clover. As I said, it means a lot. Maybe even more than you think. :) And what you wrote in your blog, if I may quote, "she struck me a chord you know", was really touching that all I could say is "aww". :)

Bianca knew something at 6:20 PM.

. . .

Erm. Here's the urge to write again. And obviously, I don't have anything in particuar to write about.

Hmm. Think, think. There must be something.

Oh yeah, ever met someone who talks about something as if s/he knows eveything about it but in fact s/he is nothing like that? How about people whose vocabulary doesn't include thanks? Er, people like them annoy me a lot.

Okay, this is nonsense.

Bianca knew something at 8:27 AM.

Kind of a cliche, but definitely true.

Here are two profound quotes I came across last night:

"When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful."

"You know, it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they're happening. We grow complacent with ideas or things or people and we take them for granted. And it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you realize how wrong you've been, that you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it." -OTH

Bianca knew something at 7:02 AM.

Temper

Certain things irritate me. Obviously, my temper is growing short and my temper isn't that much to start with. I try hard to not show it but there still are times when I can't stop myself. It's not that I start shouting or hitting, I just answer with monosyllabic words and sometimes not even bother to reply. I know, it sounds really bad but at least it prevents me from saying anything I'm sure I'll regret.

Anyhoo, club time was hilarious. Criticizing the actors and laughing at them were absolutely fun. :)

Bianca knew something at 4:48 PM.

Be Happy :)

I just want to moan. Yeaaah, whine about almost everything. Mostly about ... But I guess that will just be a waste of time and nothing will change anyway. Just like what I read in The Zahir by Paulo Coelho, "We can't allow ourselves the luxury of being unhappy all the time." So yeah, I guess I just have to be optimistic about life. And just enjoy whatever happens to me.

Bianca knew something at 4:43 PM.

One Tree Hill

Thanks to my OTH obsession, I haven't written here when in fact I have updates. But I guess it's all worth it. I mean OTH Season Three is the best. And I really mean that. :)

So, watching OTH made me question things about life. But I don't mean this in a bad way. It's good actually that I just don't let things pass without understanding what they really are. See, OTH is utterly anything but shallow.

This is completely off the topic but whatever. Kokology is another brilliant idea of mankind that I truly appreciate. I get to know myself better through this, I mean everyone does. With just simple questions, you become aware of your true self. And somehow isn't one of our purposes in life is to understand ourself?

Bianca knew something at 3:06 PM.

Superman

After a month or so of school, I finally got a treat, to go out! :)

Can't update, I'm procrastinating once again.

Bianca knew something at 10:17 AM.

Are you sleepy? Are you sleepy?

YES, I am.

Today is only the second day of the week and my energy is running pretty low. I fight my sleepiness and prevent my eyes from drooping every single period. And I tell you, that is really hard especially when the subject is really boring. What should I do? Sleep earlier? Nah, that wouldn't be exactly possible since I have few things to do (yeah, right). Maybe I'll just eat lots of chocolates. :) Haha.

I saw Kaye and Hannah and actually talked to them for a minute or two. Ooh, how I miss those guys! :)

Bianca knew something at 5:57 PM.

Laaazy :D

Today's checklist:
[ ] Go to Yuka's and practice for AP.
[ ] Actually start my AP project.
[ ] Write my heart's desire.
[ ] Start my media log.
[ ] Interview an entrepreneur.
[ ] Work on my Trigo homework.
[ ] Add Chem to that.
[ ] And Computer.
[ ] Reflect.
[ ] Make a model for Media Awareness.

So far I only accomplished one, the first, which isn't any at all surprising. Actually, we didn't even practice. Haha. :)

I'm oh-so-happy. Thanks to Aless. Haha. Ambabaw eh no? Pero what can I do, I really love OTH eh? :D

Bianca knew something at 9:02 PM.