Be careful what you wish for... This is true but it does not apply to me. Absurd? I guess so but I choose not to talk about it.

I finally finished my project in THE, the fashion magazine. Yey. Finally, I can relax. Oh wait, there are other things to worry about. Yeah. Did I say relax?

I wish I'd spend New Year at my Tita's place. Wooo.

I want a giant frisbee! Haha. The one I saw on TV.

Don't get your hopes up.

Bianca knew something at 3:06 PM.

Christmas is officially here! So, Merry Christmas everyone! :)

This Christmas is not felt by a lot people. And I am one of those people, as usual. This is not new to me. But I can definitely say this is better than last year.

I am here in the province right now. But would you believe I am using an iBook G4 courtesy of my oh-so-updated-when-it-comes-to-gadgets tito. And he also has this super-duper-uber-mega-fast broadband connection which is also wireless and leaves me with nothing to do because of its speed. Woaw. I can stay here forever. :) How ironic can life be?

I wish the Christmas Spirit would finally come to my senses.

Bianca knew something at 4:37 PM.

I am back to zero once again. The fashion magazine I have been working on for a long time won't open up. Err. This is the second time it happened to me. Stupid program! The deadline is on, January 6. So yeah, I have two weeks. But still!

Ugh. I hate this project!

I am not even aware of the date today. It seems that days just pass by and I am left to do the magazine. Instead of me enjoying my vacation plus tranquility, worries fill me up. Would you even believe I dreamt about this project last night? Goodness, it bothers me a lot.

Christmas is two days away. And I can't even feel it. Poor me. :(

Bianca knew something at 2:53 AM.

I took a test and it says in 2005, I moved on. And I guess it is so true.

I'm having a great day today until ... Hay. Kainis. But when I saw one's testimonial to someone, I laughed my heart out! Hahaha. Here goes my shallowness once again. :) Well, at least it changed my mood.

Bianca knew something at 9:00 AM.

I pushed myself out of bed so early today to attend Simbang Gabi. Wait, actually my sister pushed me out of bed. Haha. Yeah, it's my first. Haha. I saw a couple of familiar faces.

Even it has been two days after the fair, the happiness still lingers on me. :)

Bianca knew something at 6:24 AM.

December 16, 17 and 18. A splurge of happiness filled me. :)

Sixteen

True enough, I was annoyed for having classes for four periods. Who wouldn't be, anyway? But the good thing is, most of the periods were given away. Each class had their own christmas party. Ours started with exchanging of gifts. Table - chair : Bianca - Juvan. We watched Just Like Heaven while munching on anything there is to eat. Just towards the end of the film, the time for me to leave came. Ugh. Afterwards, we had our practice for the English Week. Blaaah. Actually, naglaro lang kami. Debate kasi yung sinalihan ko eh nagkaron na ng first round kahapon, kaya ayun. Laro lang kami. Ilang minutes before nung fair, we [Hannah, Karla, Pat'bu and I] fixed ourselves. Ayun, kikay time. After non, walang katapusang 'picturan'. Saya grabe! As the clock ticked at 3:30, ayan baba na kami. Lahat kami gutom na. Shoot. Wala pang chits. 4:00 pa daw. Hay. Ayan, hintay kami. Ikot,ikot. Yey, 4:00 na. Pila na kami. After non, bili na ng food! Yum! We went to our so-so-so far room to get ready for the Bible Service. Mrs. Santos gave us reminders and the time for us to go down came. Ayon, 'picturan' ulit sa gym. Fun, fun, fun. Galing! Ayon, uwian na. Pagod akoo.

Seventeen

Naaantok ako! Hay. Ako nag-check ng attendance 'til 7:30 kaya nag-stay kami nila Hannah and Karla sa may screening gate. Ayos lang rin kasi hinihintay namin si Pat'bu. Nung dumating na si Pat'bu, ikot, ikot ulit. Eh ayon, na-jail kami. Haah. Ayos lang, 'picturan' kami sa loob. Ack. Umalis na si Pat'bu. Hay. Blaaah. Boring magbantay, pero wala eh. After non pumunta kami kila Yuka. Ayon, ayos ulit. After non, kain kami before Spotlight. Ganda nung Spotlight. Super duper saya! Galing ni Mrs. Suva! Barbie Almalbis! :) Pagod pa rin akoo.

Eighteen

Naaantok pa rin ako. Di ako nag-check ng attendance. Haha. Bait ni Mrs. Suva, siya na yung nag-check ng attendance. Habang mass, pinipigilan kong makatulog. Hay. Harap pa man din ako. After non, ikot na naman. Grabee, for four and a half hours, nagbantay ako. Dapat nga 5 hours buti na lang mabait si Mrs. Pineda. :) Line na kami for Band Aid. Wooo! Saya ng Band Aid, sobra! Hahaha. Walang tatalo. And I know this applies to me, Hannah and Karla. Pagod na pagod akoo.

Kahit boring yung fair, dahil sa inyo naging masaya naman kahit papano. At dahil rin sa inyo, di lang ito lumipas.

Bianca knew something at 1:59 PM.

i want a lot of things. i think my wanting has turned into craving. the more i crave for those things, the more i think i will not have those. ack. ever had a feeling you need to impress someone? and it seems that that someone does not even notice your efforts. ack.

and being in charge is so so so hard.

i am super duper missing someone. sana makausap na kita kaagad.

Bianca knew something at 9:54 AM.

ano ba yan. ang malas malas ko. una, na-delet ko yung template ko. sumunod, di na-save yung project ko, yung fashion magazine.

ano na kayang susunod?

Bianca knew something at 4:42 AM.

napapatunganga ako kanina. parang nasa ibang mundo yung utak ko. siguro nga. ayun, buti na lang may kakulitan ako kanina kaya medyo bumalik naman na ako sa sarili ko. kelangan ko na nga siguro talaga ng kausap. ang saya, kulitan talaga kami ng sobra ni Jeselle. haha. :P

parusa kanina! hay. ang daming notes. kainis. ang dami ring homeworks. tapos bukas investi pa namin. goodluck nga pala samin ha. first trial namin, palpak. problema pa yung materials. :( sa wednesday na yung oral defense. at saka kelangan ko ng matinong grade sa project kundi bababa grades ko. wala na kasing ibang hihila dun eh. isa lang kasi project namin this quarter. ayun, kaya sobrang kelangan ko.

buti na lang 5 days na lang kami magcaclasses. wait, make it 4 and a half days. tapos fair na! after non christmas break. ewan. wala na kong ma-look forward to. okay lang mag-fair. pero i'm not exactly thrilled. normal lang. feeling ko parang lilipas lang yun. hope not.

Bianca knew something at 9:27 AM.

investigatory project.

it is so hard. :(

may naalala lang ako, nabasa ko sa Speak.

'No one really cares what you have to say.'

isn't it rude?

Bianca knew something at 12:29 PM.

one word to describe this day: memorable. :)

it is my first time to commute. plus, i am only with my sister. :P haha. this is what i call shooping spree. :D

today is so so so fun. no matter how tiring it is. i super duper enjoyed myself!

Bianca knew something at 1:25 PM.

pathetic, pathetic, pathetic.

recently, a lot of things get me thinking. ack. and i usually end up with pathetic conclusions.

how ironic can life be? at one moment, i made Pat'bu read my palm. then the next, i hear 'you can't predict the future'. shoot.

Bianca knew something at 9:15 AM.

sana kasi bago ka nagsalita, alam mo kung ano yung meaning ng sinabi ko.

Bianca knew something at 9:30 AM.

first thing in the morning my efforts were wasted. err.

anyway, every subject turned out to be fine, some boring. haha. during lunch time, chinese garter! :)) i learned interesting things about debating. one is it's not about the content it's about the way you speak. wow. all this time i thought it's more about the content. there was intrams practice today and unsurprisingly, i didn't practice. haha.

isn't it nice having someone to talk to? yeah, it is. :)

Bianca knew something at 12:15 PM.